Usually I just lurk but really need to vent right now.
This is my 4th child and I have never gone early with any of them. I was really hoping this one would be different but its not looking that way.
I am due the 5th and I go back to school the 11th!!! I wish I could take the semester off but I only have 2 semesters till I am finished and if I dont take these classes now they are not offered again till next winter!!
So I have been talking to my OB about inducing early so that I have some time with the baby before I have to go back to school and so far its not looking good. At my appointment today they said the baby is still high and I was barely 1cm. She tried to stretch it some but it hurt so bad she stopped. She wants me back Thursday with hopes I will have progressed enough to schedule an induction. I want to just cry!!! If I havent progressed, then what???
I dont want to go back to school but feel like I have no choice in it!!!! How am I ever going to handle going back to school a week or maybe a few days after giving birth and then coming home to 4 kids!!! When will I ever have time to get home work done???? Keep up with house work???
And on top of that dh only has 3 days off with us, so I will pretty much come home from the hospital and have all 4 kids and school!!!! I was really hoping the baby would come last week and then dh would have been able to be home with us for 2 whole weeks but nope!!!!
I know stress can stop labor but how am I not to stress??? I just dont know what to do and want to cry!!!!!