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post #1 of 105
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What are your New Year's Dating Resolutions?
post #2 of 105

Can I join in here? I've been separated for almost 5 mos, and my divorce will be final this month. I met someone, we'll call him Fireman. He's a firefighter and EMT and he's sweet and I'm having fun getting to know him. We are going for our first "date" tonight.

My New Year's Resolution for dating is Just Have Fun! I don't want anything serious. I am still healing and I just want someone to do things with and talk to. If more evolves from that friendship, then so be it, but I really want to take it slow and easy.

post #3 of 105

Hello!

 

I lurk a bit on these dating threads but I've decided to start posting.  I have been separated for a year and it's been 7 months since I knew for sure that my stbx and I were done for good.  I have not been on a date at all.  I think I might be ready but I don't know.  My friends invited a single guy to a new years eve party I went to and I talked to him quite a bit, but I don't know.  It just feels so awkward.  He has actually sent me a fb friend request but I haven't confirmed it yet.  The idea of going on a date makes me feel very uncomfortable.  Either I'm really not ready or I just need force myself into it.  I don't know!!

 

Anyway, that's my intro!  I'm hoping I'll gain some confidence in the world of dating from all of you!

post #4 of 105

Happy New year everyone! Welcome haydn'smommy and Gillian28. Gillian, I can totally relate to those feelings of uncertainty and nerves about dating, I felt exactly the same and was practically shaking the first proper date I went on...it has got a lot easier but mainly bc I have been meeting people naturally through friends rather than going on dates with strangers. I like that more bc I get to suss them out first and it all feels more natural. Haydn'smommy, that sounds like a really healthy approach smile.gif

I have just spent the weekend with LCG who I've been dating for 3 weeks now, him, me, my son, and a lot of other people most of the time! It was a real 'test' and I think we passed it...we were both very nervous about it as things are so new to be throwing others into the mix, but it worked fine and we managed to get quality time on our own too which was good. I feel a lot more  balanced about it all, I like him a lot but don't feel so carried away with my feelings, have been doing a lot of journalling to deal with the painful stuff that's been coming up and that's given me lots more clarity. I can see this for what it is more and not put too many heavy expectations on it. I can also see his flaws and irritating points which is a really GOOD sign with me b/c I tend to put a new guy on a pedestal, and I want to go into this with eyes open! Since I have been more centred in myself I've noticed a change in his energy towards me for the positive - he was pulling back a lot after our last (alone) weekend together which was rather intense (in a good way). I also had a chat with his housemate who's a friend (I met her before him), and she said he has a lot of insecurity in relationships and not to take it personally, what's been going on is about his issues..so that reassured me a lot. At the end of the day, he is just a guy, and I'm trying to take the approach more of 'let's see if he's worth being in a relat with, let's see if HE'S worthy,r ather than the other way around!

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Hey all.  I have been separated for over a year and a half and am now divorced.  Basically, I am scared to date.  However, I think it just may be time.  I will be going out with someone in a couple of days.  Not sure I could call it a date, but I think it is a step in the right direction.  The reason I don't feel comfortable calling it a date is b/c it may be that we are just carpooling to an event that we had talked about going to in the recent past.  We aren't going out for a meal or tea or anything else.  At the very least, it is a chance to get to know him on the way over, right?  What I do know about him is that he is a lovely person to know, so either way (friend or date) I win.

 

Okay, so why am so scared?  Could it be that I haven't gotten to know another man as a single person in over 10 years.  Any help on the first outing jitters?  See, I keep telling myself it is not a date, so don't worry.  But even if it is not a date, I am still nervous.  And I get really shy when I am nervous.

post #6 of 105

We ended up not going out. I was a little disappointed, but mostly cause I really wanted to see that movie ;) We've talked hours on the phone. He's easy to talk to, and he talks as much as me! That's hard to do. It's nice to have another person to call cause I think I'm driving my mom and my friends nuts since my X moved out and I'm alone and needing some adult interaction.

I am v.v. nervous about dating. I feel v. cynical and untrusting. I cannot take ANYTHING at face value like I used to. I know that I pick apart (in my head) everything that he says and look for how he's "manipulating" me or misleading me. I am so gun shy after my X just up and walked out with no warning that we had any problems. I don't want to be that distrustful, cynical girl, though. That's a big reason why I want someone to just be friends with, to have fun with, with no commitment, and to let it evolve if it will.

But, it is so good for the ego to hear someone tell me I'm beautiful. My poor ego took a bruising when X told me that he didn't love me, wasn't attracted to me and it's nice to hear nice things about myself.

post #7 of 105

Jaime - I feel the same!  My stbx had an affair with his young employee and left me for her.  I got the whole 'I don't love you anymore, I don't think I ever did' and other soul-crushing comments from him.  I don't know how I will ever trust someone again.  I am very cynical about love and very guarded. And I am constantly judging myself :(

 

So I confirmed the single guys fb request but haven't heard anything from him.  I'm relieved.  I just don't think there was any potential with him.  Oh well! 

 

isamama - Good luck with your not-a-date date :)  I still haven't gone on a first date so no advice, sorry - but I am sure it will go fine!

 

post #8 of 105

My dating New Year's resolution... to not rush into things and to not say I love you too soon.

 

Which is proving to be insanely hard!!!  I waited until I felt totally ready to date.  And even then, I was extremely selective of who I even responded to on the dating service.  The guy I'm dating, the system actually matched us based off of compatibility scores.  We had started talking in November, but didn't actually meet up face to face until December. 

 

I keep looking for flags, nothing yet.  I am scared of being hurt again.  But I do have this feeling that this one may actually be a genuinely nice guy.  He has been tested by me and several friends already, and has passed with flying colors.  I know exactly how ex would have responded to these things, and it should have been a huge warning sign to me back then.  Meh, live and learn...

 

Anyway... we talk through email/text daily.  We spent New Year's together, and it was the most amazing night of my life.  I have never felt so accepted, for exactly who I am, and so beautiful.  We share the things that ex and my family put me down for liking.  He loves that I can be silly with him and him with me, and we just have a total blast together. 

 

He knows I can't have anymore children and he said he is totally okay with it, that every child is a blessing and he would count himself blessed and honored to be a positive influence in my children's life if that is where this goes.  Talk about making a Mama melt.  None of the crap that ex would spout about how he needs an heir and needs to spread his bloodline or whatever.  *shudders*

 

So yeah.... I feel myself falling.  And I'm praying that this one doesn't turn out like the others.  Though the others never said half the nice things this one has... and this one actually backs it up with actions too.  So we shall see...

 

But currently, I feel on top of the world.  I'm definitely gaining back a lot of my confidence.

post #9 of 105

 

Pheonix, right there with you! (again:))

things are going great with the nurse and I. My new years dating resolutions are to take things slow, see things as they really are instead of making my fantasy my reality and to work on moving out of my parent's basement so I can see the nurse more.
post #10 of 105

Hello!  I haven't been on this thread for months, but my New Year's resolution is to make some real headway dating.  All but one of my internet dates have been real duds and/or disasters.  However, I did join my college's alumni club & went to an inter-club mixer the week before Christmas.  I met one promising guy - we talked for quite a while & then he bought me a drink after the mixer ended and walked me to the train.  Of course, that meant I couldn't switch out of my hot 4.5" heels into my more comfy walking shoes & walked to the train - holy blisters!  But we're going out Thursday night...we shall see!  I may also try one of the dating services - not online. 

 

To those who are nervous - I was petrified before my first date, more than a year ago.  But I really just had to bite the bullet.  I'm a bit shy and socially anxious by nature, and for me the only way to overcome it was to just dive in & do it.  And it gets more & more comfortable.  I was also fortunate that the first guy I went out with was absolutely lovely.  I still really like him, but after we'd been out on only a couple dates, he got an amazing offer for a job in another city, and so the relationship didn't go anywhere.  We're still in touch though.

post #11 of 105

I have a question for all of you - how do you know when you are 'ready'?  What would some signs be that you are definitely ready or definitely NOT ready?

 

I keep telling myself that I'm just not ready to date.  But then other times I think I'm just using that as an excuse because I'm scared.  I don't really have much of a social life or opportunities to meet people, which makes it hard to just jump in and test it.  My stbx left me pretty messed up (and the fact that I feel 'messed up' makes me think I'm NOT ready to be dating...)

 

What do you think?

post #12 of 105

Well, I ended up canceling my non date.  I didn't feel that well and it really became more obvious that is was a car pool situation.  I have been really stressed about some family matters and just didn't think I could relax enough to strike up a conversation on the way over.  So, I cancelled.  I feel pretty ok about it and realize I am not all that interested in pursuing anything other than friendship with this person.  So there you go.

 

Gillian:  I think you are right on.  If you still feel pretty messed up, perhaps you need more time.  I am starting to teeter on the brink of needing to bite the bullet and do it.  You could be just not ready to date and I think that is ok.  Truly, I think it is much more wise to wait until you feel more centered and open to the possibility.

 

I feel very stressed right now, but at the heart of it feel pretty grounded.  I was so worried I would make the same mistakes/choices.  I took the time to learn from them and the time to experience the pain of all that happened.  Now I am not so afraid I will "date the same mistakes."  So that is how I know that I am ready to push myself to date.  I truly believe that a person will keep making the same mistakes until they learn from them.  Once you learn the lesson, you won't need to learn the lesson again (or at least in the same way).  My 2 Cents.

post #13 of 105

Hey everybody,

I'm looking for opinions on whether I am being too jealous in my just-over-a-year relationship. G and I met in September 09. It went really well at first, we both liked to party and socialize on the weekends when I could get someone to watch my two girls. One time G went go karting and we met up at afterwards. All night he was telling me how hot this girl was at the go karting place and how they were flirting. I just smiled, whatever.

A while later, at a birthday party he is talking to a mutual friend (female)of ours next to me and starts telling her "If I was single I would f you so hard..etc." I went upstairs and spent the rest of the party sitting on the couch.

A birthday party a month later I meet a girl and we have alot in common, we talked alot that night. A few days later G tells me he found her on fb, asked if she would want to do a threesome with me and him. I looked upset and he said I can't get upset because now that we're together his message to the girl was just as much from me as him.

Anyways, every time he drinks he does something like this and it just tears away at my self esteem. I quit drinking (which isn't a bad thing), but still went with him when he wanted to go out. Two weeks ago, he got drunk and started saying really mean things and I ended up crying. He said he was sorry, he wouldn't drink anymore. Of course, he's still drinking, so I said I just won't go out with him anymore when he's drunk.

I feel so ugly and stupid lately. I love him so much. He's wonderful with my girls, and we had been planning on moving in together soon. I guess, I just want to know if this is my issue? Am I being too sensitive to his comments? I know I am extra-sensitive because I've been in an abusive relationship before.

post #14 of 105

 

Artlover86, G is a UAV. 

 

First, I've never been the jealous type. Seriously. I get that even when you're in a relationship with someone, other people are still attractive. And I see nothing wrong with acknowledging that openly.

 

That said, going on and on and on "all night" about how hot someone else is and how the two of them were flirting is not OK, though. It is insensitive at best and downright cruel or worse in most cases. Saying crude things about what he would do to another girl to that other girl in front of his girlfriend is also unacceptable. Crosses the line, too.

 

Looking up someone on fb to ask if they want a threesome might have been OK but ONLY IF you and he had previously discussed whether a 3some was something you both wanted (and the answer was 'yes'), and discussed whether or not that particular person was one you both (emphasis on the both) wanted to have a threesome with (and the answer was 'yes'), AND you had both agreed that fb was the way to do it.

 

If you weren't part of the decision to contact her, then the message wasn't from "both of you". If the two of you haven't fully discussed threesomes and whether or not both of you want them, then the message wasn't from both of you. Just because you two are "together" doesn't mean he gets a free pass to be a jerk to you and other women.

 

(As an aside, personally, broaching the subject of a threesome via fb is out of line, and immature, in my opinion. And, if I ever wanted to have a threesome with a couple and one of them looked me up on fb to propose doing so, that would be enough to make me no longer want a threesome with them. Threesomes and immaturity do not make for good times.)

 

(As another aside, I personally would find it less unacceptable for my partner to cheat on me than to try to coerce me into an unwanted threesome by going behind my back and trying to set one up without discussing it with me beforehand and acting like there was nothing wrong with doing so or that it was my issue. At least with the cheating, *I* am not being dragged into doing something I don't want to do. If that makes any sense.)

 

Getting drunk and saying mean things is never acceptable. Even if you say 'sorry' after. I might (but only might) give someone a pass on that one ONCE and once only if there there were extenuating circumstances (drunk is not an extenuating circumstance), it never happened again, and there had never been the slightest hint of other cruel, unacceptable behavior. But, in this case, G is already and often showing unacceptable behavior -- in spades.

 

You are not being too sensitive. And, if he his treating YOU like dirt (even if only sometimes--which is clearly the case from your post), then he is not "wonderful" with your girls. Unless you want him teaching your girls that being treated poorly is what they should strive for in a relationship.

 

It is not your issue. He's the one with the issues.

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"Hey everybody,

I'm looking for opinions on whether I am being too jealous in my just-over-a-year relationship. G and I met in September 09. It went really well at first, we both liked to party and socialize on the weekends when I could get someone to watch my two girls. One time G went go karting and we met up at afterwards. All night he was telling me how hot this girl was at the go karting place and how they were flirting. I just smiled, whatever."

 

He was testing you, to see if it was ok with you if he cheated on you. And he was trying to hurt you.

 

"A while later, at a birthday party he is talking to a mutual friend (female)of ours next to me and starts telling her "If I was single I would f you so hard..etc." I went upstairs and spent the rest of the party sitting on the couch."

 

He was trying harder to do the two things mentioned above: cheat on you, and hurt you.

 

"A birthday party a month later I meet a girl and we have alot in common, we talked alot that night. A few days later G tells me he found her on fb, asked if she would want to do a threesome with me and him. I looked upset and he said I can't get upset because now that we're together his message to the girl was just as much from me as him."

 

He tried to hurt you, tried to cheat on you, and added blaming YOU to the mix to see just how HORRIBLE of a man he could be and get away with it.

 

"Anyways, every time he drinks he does something like this and it just tears away at my self esteem. I quit drinking (which isn't a bad thing), but still went with him when he wanted to go out. Two weeks ago, he got drunk and started saying really mean things and I ended up crying. He said he was sorry, he wouldn't drink anymore. Of course, he's still drinking, so I said I just won't go out with him anymore when he's drunk.

I feel so ugly and stupid lately. I love him so much. He's wonderful with my girls, and we had been planning on moving in together soon. I guess, I just want to know if this is my issue? Am I being too sensitive to his comments? I know I am extra-sensitive because I've been in an abusive relationship before."

 

In my opinion you are in an abusive relationship again. I am sorry. You are NOT too jealous. You are NOT too sensitive. He does NOT deserve you and he should not move in. I even wonder if he's TRYING to get you to break up with him.  I'm sorry that it hurts because you love him. And I'm even more sorry that your past seems to make you believe that you deserve a man like this.

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Hey everybody,

I'm looking for opinions on whether I am being too jealous in my just-over-a-year relationship. G and I met in September 09. It went really well at first, we both liked to party and socialize on the weekends when I could get someone to watch my two girls. One time G went go karting and we met up at afterwards. All night he was telling me how hot this girl was at the go karting place and how they were flirting. I just smiled, whatever.

A while later, at a birthday party he is talking to a mutual friend (female)of ours next to me and starts telling her "If I was single I would f you so hard..etc." I went upstairs and spent the rest of the party sitting on the couch.

A birthday party a month later I meet a girl and we have alot in common, we talked alot that night. A few days later G tells me he found her on fb, asked if she would want to do a threesome with me and him. I looked upset and he said I can't get upset because now that we're together his message to the girl was just as much from me as him.

Anyways, every time he drinks he does something like this and it just tears away at my self esteem. I quit drinking (which isn't a bad thing), but still went with him when he wanted to go out. Two weeks ago, he got drunk and started saying really mean things and I ended up crying. He said he was sorry, he wouldn't drink anymore. Of course, he's still drinking, so I said I just won't go out with him anymore when he's drunk.

I feel so ugly and stupid lately. I love him so much. He's wonderful with my girls, and we had been planning on moving in together soon. I guess, I just want to know if this is my issue? Am I being too sensitive to his comments? I know I am extra-sensitive because I've been in an abusive relationship before.


You aren't being sensitive - he's throwing up MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR red flags.  Do NOT move in with him!!!

 

He seriously said that b/c HE sent a message to someone asking if they wanted a threesome, and b/c you're in a relationship with him, the message was basically from you too??????  Ummm...NO IT WASN'T - it was HIM that wrote it, it is HIS message.

 

He sounds abusive.  Get out now.

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Hey everybody,

I'm looking for opinions on whether I am being too jealous in my just-over-a-year relationship. G and I met in September 09. It went really well at first, we both liked to party and socialize on the weekends when I could get someone to watch my two girls. One time G went go karting and we met up at afterwards. All night he was telling me how hot this girl was at the go karting place and how they were flirting. I just smiled, whatever.

A while later, at a birthday party he is talking to a mutual friend (female)of ours next to me and starts telling her "If I was single I would f you so hard..etc." I went upstairs and spent the rest of the party sitting on the couch.

A birthday party a month later I meet a girl and we have alot in common, we talked alot that night. A few days later G tells me he found her on fb, asked if she would want to do a threesome with me and him. I looked upset and he said I can't get upset because now that we're together his message to the girl was just as much from me as him.

Anyways, every time he drinks he does something like this and it just tears away at my self esteem. I quit drinking (which isn't a bad thing), but still went with him when he wanted to go out. Two weeks ago, he got drunk and started saying really mean things and I ended up crying. He said he was sorry, he wouldn't drink anymore. Of course, he's still drinking, so I said I just won't go out with him anymore when he's drunk.

I feel so ugly and stupid lately. I love him so much. He's wonderful with my girls, and we had been planning on moving in together soon. I guess, I just want to know if this is my issue? Am I being too sensitive to his comments? I know I am extra-sensitive because I've been in an abusive relationship before.

post #18 of 105
Thread Starter 
Artlover, I remember the times when you posted in years past, and we were all equally horrified by the type of man you let into your life (and son's life) back then. You didn't get it then, and ignored our advice and left the thread. You've been silent a long time and I really hope that this time around you finally listen. But it's frustrating to invest in responding to you if it's talking to a brick wall about such an upsetting topic to many of us who clawed our way out from relationships with abusive pricks like the ones you repeatedly stick around.
post #19 of 105

Thank you for the replies. Butterflymom, I actually did listen to you guys in the past and left those other guys. I just don't have anyone to talk to or relationships to use as a guide for myself. My parents split up when I was young and my Dad is now a drug addict, my mom has many, many issues.I'm trying hard to find good guys, but obviously I'm doing something wrong.

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Thank you for the replies. Butterflymom, I actually did listen to you guys in the past and left those other guys. I just don't have anyone to talk to or relationships to use as a guide for myself. My parents split up when I was young and my Dad is now a drug addict, my mom has many, many issues.I'm trying hard to find good guys, but obviously I'm doing something wrong.



Do you see a counselor?  What research have you done about abusive relationships?  Would you be willing to read a book?  The book "Why does he DO that?" by Lundy Bancroft really lays out what the red flags ARE, what you should look for, what different types of abusers there are, and is, in general AMAZING.  It changed my life, and I think you should read it since you aren't seeing the red flags on your own.  I have recommended this book so many times on this website its unbelievable - but it was a really amazing book for me.  It really laid out what to look for and what to be very cautious of, and when to RUN.

 

I also think you may benefit from spending some time not in a relationship (I don't know your dating history, I've just recently started following the dating threads), to really discover who YOU are, and what you WANT and NEED.  And then, when you re-enter the dating world - be picky.  Don't date someone who throws up ANY red flags.

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