Dear Earthy Birthy
I LOOOOVE your avatar. I took a closer look and that is one amazingly painted pregnant belly. It's beautiful! Is it yours (your belly or your art)? Simply amazing.
I also love your name!
You are obviously a woman of many talents, passions and gifts. That will never end for you. But here's the deal with midwifery. I do see you finishing your midwifery education. Just don't assume that means that is what you will be when you grow up. You will never, ever, only be/do one thing. You wouldn't know how to maintain that kind of lifestyle even if someone told you that you had to. Too boring and vanilla for you.
You will become a midwife and it will be something you always have available to you. I just don't think you will do it forever and ever as a career. But go with it. You are good at it. You will do it for as long as is right for you. And then you will do other things eventually, but birthwork will always be there too, even if not on the forefront.
And thank YOU for sharing YOUR gift(s)!