Why am I co-sleeping? Last night was the worst ever, and there have been many bad ones believe me. I can't handle being kicked, pinched, and waking up every time he moves. I can't remember why I was so passionate about doing this. I wish to god I had "trained" him to be in a crib. What's so bad about a crib anyway? Last night at 1:30, after being up for hours and having to go to bed at 6:30, I just started crying hysterically. Then he started screaming and was so scared. This is horrible.
I feel so resentful that I bought into how great this is. This is not good. I'm sorry I sound this way but it's how I feel right now. All I did last night was try to sleep on the other side of him! I feel like taking my copy of ncss and flushing it down the toilet.
We were doing okay for a little while but now he wakes and stays awake so easily. He's 15 months..