I know I have not been that active in this forum as I have had a difficult pregnancy now delivery. I posted a couple days ago about my scheduled c section and fear of something being wrong. Well my instinct was right. Gunnar James 8lbs 8oz 21 inches blue eyes and black hair heart stopped while on monitors waiting for surgery. I would post pictures but i do not think it is appreciate, His heart rate was slow to begin with and it all happened so fast there was nothing the Dr could do. He had pooped while inside me and they say he swallowed and suffocated on it. I never have been in so much pain in my life, I would have never imagined the kinda pain I am going thru. I do not wish this on anyone.. It feels like my heart is being ripped from my chest and stomped on. thank you for reading, I am still in shock and even sometimes I feel "movements" and think i am still pregnant, that this is all a dream.
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