When I was at Whole Foods I actually contemplated buying some cohosh! Whoa! What the heck?!? Seriously, not what I want to do but I still stood there and had the discussion with myself.
When I got home from the store I thought about hooking up the breast pump! What in the world?!?
This would be an inconvenient time to go into labor first of all (1 of my birth team is at work tonight, 2 are an extra 8 hours away!) and second babies come when they choose. They don't usually need help and besides we are so not to 42 weeks! Seriously!!!
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME??!? How do I get this voice turned off? The hypnobabies affirmations didn't phase it. (BTW I am fully aware that this voice is me...no worries about mental illness or multiple personalities, okay? ) My stern, "NO!" on the other hand just merely silenced it momentarily.
Please talk me down. I don't need to pump or intervene. Everything is fine and normal...