I really appreciate your listening and compassionate responses.:) Today I went to my first appointment, peed in a cup where they told me I was pregnant...(lol) and I have bloodwork to do, including progesterone, and a "dating" sonogram for Tuesday...which is where we'll know if there's a heartbeat. With my losses, they never developed past this week-and we never saw a heartbeat.
I am soo nervous! Of course, I logically want to know either way. I mean, I don't want to be thinking I'm pregnant for the next 6 weeks if I'm going to lose the baby. However, (and I realize this sounds just ridiculous) I almost don't want to know. At least if the baby isn't viable, I don't know it yet and I can bask in the "possibilities"....so weird these conflicting emotions.
I should know the results on Wednesday-I am now 6 weeks and 2 days, so next week I'll be 7 weeks and 2 days-plenty of time for a little bit of lee-way.
I would appreciate thoughts, white light, prayer and candle lighting on Tuesday!
I'll let you know how it goes.
I asked the doctor about my lack of breast changes, and need to pee-and he said that as we get older, our hormone production isn't as "robust"...but that was not very reassuring!
Anyway-thanks again for listening.:) I am sooo thankful for this group.