Hello everyone!! My DS is 8 weeks now and I seem to be in a strange place. I've wanted children ever since... well probably since puberty. It was so overwhelming like it was the only goal in life worth achieving. The day I married my DH we started trying. A deployment and 4 months later I was pregnant with DS and it was incredible. Sometimes I was miserable but I always loved being pregnant. Looking back I even enjoyed labor and giving birth because it made me feel so on top of the world and powerful. Before he was born however I always said I wanted 2 or 3, maybe 4 if I had been granted "easy" children. Now that he's here I'm not too sure and I've been contemplating keeping him an only child. I'm so satisfied with it just being the 3 of us that I don't know if I'd ever want to risk messing it up.
Does this change? Will I get back that craving for more children when he gets older?