I just need to get this off my chest.
I dont like men.
I have never had a truely positive man in my life, nor met a man who has had true respect for women, or understanding for what it is to be pregnant, to birth, to mother, nor had respect for my choices or my journey.
I love my son, very much, and try to help him be the sort of man I would be happy to put into the world. I am sure these positive, nurturing, decent men exist, and Im determined to help my son be that man.
I have just come to think of men as weak, as unhelpful, as a trial and a bother, as users and abusers or just plain weak and useless. This is how all the men I have ever met have been. They irritate me, denigrate everything I do, my opinions do not matter.
Sorry. Just needed to vent. I need to be around other women, other mothers, people who understand and appreciate what i do day to day.