My heart is broken for you. :( I am so, so sorry.
having to say good bye - Page 2
I am hearing your concerns and I am listening, BUT I know my dates. I am not 5 weeks, I am 9. By now there must be a heartbeat. I already knew Monday that it was over. i saw the ultrasound, I saw my numbers today. There is no question in my mind that those babies are gone. Please believe me, if there was any doubt in my mind I wouldn't do this. we had tried to get pregnant for 1.5 years, I want to be pregnant, I really do. The numbers are hovering around 4-5 weeks. I already had a bfp before these babies were conceived if they were viable.
I am a very natural person myself, i would not use cycotec if I had a full term pregnancy, but I chose to do this. This sucks so majorly, I don't wnat anyone to think i am trying to abort my babies or I am just impatient and I really do not want to have to defend myself right now for the choices I have to make.
Chiara Rose :( I have been down this road, too. Seen the the growth at weeks earlier than it should be. I tried to console myself w/ the thought that there was something wrong and it's good that the loss was early. I'm not sure it really made me feel better :) But, having tried for so long, you now *know* your body can get pregnant. Let yourself grieve. Take care.