New to MDC, SAHM and batteling Depression

[scoter99]

Hey there, I'm a SAHM to 2 kids, my DS is almost 8 and my DD is 3.  I'm currently living in a small town where we've only been living for a year.  I don't really have any friends here yet and it's a bit lonely.  I've had PPD with both children, I've had a miscarriage in between both children, my Mom passed away 3 almost 4 years ago and I'm still dealing with depression.  I have a great therapist, I have I psychiatrist, but I don't think my meds are working right now.  I'm not in a real happy place.  I would love some input on how to get better and escpecially on how to ENJOY being a mother to 2 awesome kids (b/c right now being a mom is so hard right now and I feel like the worst mom ever!).  Thankyou!

[dalia]

Welcome to mdc! i'm sorry you are going through a rough period. I don't know you at all but I can pretty much guarantee that you are not the worst mom ever. I hope you find some encouragement on this site. There is a lot of good info here.

[wondermama]

Welcome, and I'm sorry you're going through such a tough time.  You have a lot on your plate

I've found community with other mamas to be the best medicine for my journey (I've also battled PPD and struggled with finding my happy groove as a mama), and you will certainly find that here.  It's really hard to have no like-minded folks where you live (been there, too).

You will find your way.  I wish you healing and peace on your path.

[Lauren82]

Hi,

I am a SAHM to 3 and one on the way and I also battle depression/loneliness. You have found a great place. I love my online friends and some have turned into IRL friends. You are welcome to PM me if you ever need to chat.

[CCJWGM]

Hello and welcome!!! I am a SAHM to  2 and also battling depression/loneliness.  Check out both the SAHP, mental health and PPD sections of this forum.  There is a lot of support there:  it's a great group of mamas.  Maybe we can help make you feel a little less lonely.  :)  BTW,  I posted about The Mood Cure in mental health.  My lifelong depression is actually gone thanks to that book. 

And I agree with pp - I do not know you but I guarantee you aren't the worst mama ever!!! 

[scoter99]

Thanks to all of you for getting back to me. This community feels like a good fit.  Thanks for the support.

 I had a good two days in a row!! I will def. look into the Mood book. and  PM you.  Thanks!

[QueenOfTheMeadow]

Originally Posted by beezer75 

Hello and welcome!!! I am a SAHM to  2 and also battling depression/loneliness.  Check out both the SAHP, mental health and PPD sections of this forum.  There is a lot of support there:  it's a great group of mamas.  Maybe we can help make you feel a little less lonely.  :)  BTW,  I posted about The Mood Cure in mental health.  My lifelong depression is actually gone thanks to that book. 

And I agree with pp - I do not know you but I guarantee you aren't the worst mama ever!!! 

I'm so glad to see you here!! I hope you find as much support as I have. I would definately check our the forums that breezer recommended.

[Irishmommy]

Welcome to Mothering!