I have my NT scan tomorrow, I'll be 11w5d. With my last m/c I started spotting at 11w4d (so today) and had my d&c right at 12 weeks. This week is always really hard for me!
Plus, this pregnancy is SO weird compared to my girls'. I'm not showing as much as I usually do, and I'm having really odd symptoms. Usually by now I can feel my fundus easily. At my m/w appt 3 weeks ago she felt my fundus when my bladder was full, but I can't feel it anymore at all. I think I'm convinced that we'll get bad news tomorrow!
Dh thinks I'm crazy, but there is just something "off" about this pregnancy and I don't know what it is. I'm not sure if dd3's pregnancy, with all the stress it included (ending in a preemie + NICU stay), affected me more than I realize or what.
I'm def. not bonded with this baby yet...it's still just a "pregnancy" which is VERY VERY unusual for me.
So, keep us in your thoughts tomorrow! I don't know if I can handle another m/c.