I don't know where to put this..
I am so tired of being home with my son. I'm bored. I'm frustrated. I am not enjoying it. At all. Sounds so awful I know. I am a single mom on government assistance at the moment. I have a university degree but I never used it after graduation because we moved so much for my husbands career and then he left me. I really can't get a job any better than minimum wage and I'm going back to school in September so I'm not sure if it's worth it to put a ton of energy into job hunting at this point. Plus my son would have to go to daycare for the first time and then switch to a new daycare in September. And I have no child support at the moment so I'm not sure how I would pay for daycare alone and still make enough money to live off of. I feel so trapped. I wish I could just go get a job but it seems so complicated. But I am really struggling here being at home with him. It's extra tough too because it's winter so we can't get outside. I am going crazy! I feel depressed and totally stressed. I don't know what to do. I really just feel so trapped right now and I hate it :(