I am really comforted to hear all your feelings mamas! I have been having lots of struggles and feeling so conflicted. This is #5 for us and I am still not convinced we are done, but I am not convinced I want to do this again either. The strange thing is that I have pretty much sailed through pregnancy up until this one. This baby is a whole new world! I honestly just told my DH 10 minutes ago that I think something is wrong with me because I am having such a hard time.
In between number one and number four, I could often be heard saying that I wish I could be pregnant all the time and just press a button when I am ready for the baby, because I just love being pregnant that much! So why is this time so much different? Could it just be a fluke? Should we really base our long term decision on a few sucky months? Then these thoughts make me feel so guilty because I already love this baby more than I could ever express...how dare I complain about a little discomfort when the result is infinitely great? It is just really throwing me for a loop!
Thanks for this place where we can talk about these feelings, you ladies are awesome