I'm going to become a SAHM shortly and want to provide care for one other child, partly for cash flow, partly for company for DS (2.5yo), while still having the freedom to be out and about.
Short version of my issue: is it better to provide childcare to family or a relative stranger?
I’ve heard stories of childcare arrangements souring friendships and can’t imagine what would happen if the same happened within family. Also, the relative stranger in question parents much more in line with the way we parent DS.
I've got myself in a bit of a pickle in that I mentioned the possibility of providing childcare to my step-sis, thinking I could watch my 1.5yo nephew for them. Although he's in a dayhome they're happy with at the moment, they live only a few doors down from us and my step-sis has said in the past how she’d prefer him to be with family if possible. We get along, but don’t quite align on a lot of parenting issues and while it's not a big deal for now I can see if becoming a bigger issue as the boys get older. I'm also slightly concerned about the possiblity of being taken advantage of due to our relationship, as well the boys being VERY different in personality (for example, DS loves nothing more than books, whereas DN has no interest in them and prefers to push trucks around all day long while DS almost never even touches his trucks)
The same night I mentioned it to my SS, I got an email from a LLL acquaintance of mine asking if I knew of any dayhomes in the area with an opening for a 1yo and also asking me about my experience with pumping, cloth diapering/EC and nap routines. They've apparently been looking for a couple months, her mat. leave runs out at the end of the month and they're really not having any luck. Without really thinking it through I mentioned to her that there was a very faint possibility that I could care for her son, which of course got her all excited. And I can’t blame her, what I would provide is exactly what would’ve been my ideal when we were looking for care for DS!
Somehow I feel the younger baby would be easier to care for, as it’s not likely the 1yo would be 32lbs (like my nephew is) and would be easier to babywear, never mind already used to being worn, Also the slighly larger age gap might give DS a bit more time to get used to sharing all his toys?
So in my gut, I’d prefer to care for the 1yo, but my head feels I should follow through with my offer to my step-sis. Can anyone offer perspective of pros/cons to each side? WWYD?