Hey mamas --
May I play?
I am 50 pounds overweight and currently living in Scandanavia where obesity is quite rare. Nothing like being the fat woman in the room surrounded by willowy blonds. As you can imagine, this has all gone to my head and I am a psychological whirlpool of anger and self blame and all sort of crappy negative feelings.
So, I am pulling out my American can-do vigor and I am going on a diet. Yes, people. It is time for an old fashioned, calorie counting type of diet for me. I just need to knock off a few pounds and get my head back on straight. Right now it is cocked at a loose angle and I am not feeling like myself at all.
I am going to poke around on the weight watchers web site tonight. I lost some weight using that program years ago and I need some structure to get my eating pulled together again. Right now, I am grazing and munching and overeating everything in site and the more I eat, the more I want to eat.
I have a membership to a local gym and plan to go tomorrow, work out and get a starting weight. Tuesday will be my official weigh in day.
50 pounds. I am going to a wedding July 1st and would like to lose 30 by then. That is 16 weeks from now, so less than 2 pounds per week. That seems like a good goal.
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