More than just the braxton hicks or the contractions I have been having the whole pregnancy, I thought I was going into labor today!
I have been having the oh so warm feeling in my breast of the milk coming in. I have been so so crampy with the contractions all day today. I was all flushed at the diaper store today and actually had to sit down for a second after one contraction. As my son and I were laying down for a nap I realized they were patterned too. Later this evening it has gone to my lower back. Man!! Oh I am also taking my one to one course at The Montana Center for Psychic Studies. We had a session today and one of the first things out of my teacher's mouth is whoa when are you due again.. I answered May 1st and he laughed at me and said are you sure?... that baby has taken up full residency! I'm sure ya'll have all noticed how your baby is very present at times and checked out at others. From a psychic perspective these baby beings really only check into their new bodies every once in a while as they grow inside of us. By saying the baby has taken full residency he is saying the baby being is fully checked into its body and is ready to go. Usually happens just before birth.. not a month and a half before! My midwife scheduled my orientation for the birth center and my lactation consultation earlier than normal and was really making it seem like I need all my ducks in a row NOW. She had to argue with the nurse to schedule me early. She was all like yes I know when her due date is but... It was like she didn't want to say you are probably going early out loud! This midwife also ordered an ultrasound when I transferred to her and the tech was asking if I was sure of my due date and replied well that is going to be one big baby!!
I want this little booger to grow a little more before he/she comes out. Gosh typing this it is getting more intense!! We are only half way through the semester and I would really love to make it till the end. I could finish my Art History 2 class from home or take baby to the lecture. I could take baby to my drawing studio. I would be screwed with my 3d studio class. Just too dangerous to bring baby to. My prof said I could just complete more stone carvings at home. But man I love love love this class and would hate to miss it. It would just be easier to finish the semester with her inside! Maybe I'm just psyching myself out!! Shit I'm a psychic I should know right!!?? Unfortunately when I am so emotionally tied to something I fog up my senses!!