I have two girls ages 3.5 and 12 months. I've been a SAHM since dd1 was born and have always loved it. But 2 kids is SOOO hard! The baby still wakes up a few times at night to bf so I never get a really good sleep. So I'm always so tired. And I'm a person who neeeeds my sleep.
And dh and I don't really talk except to update each other on the kids, mostly cause I'm so talked out by the end of the day. Plus we argue and our relationship isn't that great anymore.
AND the latest thing, which I was really only going to post about is that I feel SOOO sick and tired of our weekly routine!!! We go to a few different playgroups during the week and see friends on one or two other days. At today's playgroup, which I used to love, I was soooo bored I was saying to myself, 'We can never come here again.' I felt soooo sick and tired of the songs they sang, I hated them! Sooo annoyed at the snatchy kids, wild kids, snotty nosed kids, kids who talked to me and I thought, 'Ugh, I cannot deal with aNOTHER kid talking to me! I have enough with my two!'
I live in another country, so my family and dh's family are all in separate countries from us so I have no help.
I need a vacation but dh couldn't get off till April so we have to wait another month for that............
I guess I'm burnt out. Does anyone else ever feel like this or am I the only one?