OK, update time. 
I met the doctor today, and I really like her. She addressed all of my concerns and had really reviewed my history. I chickened out and didn't talk about the possibility that I won't deliver with her. I think maybe I'll keep that information to myself for a while. We did discuss that I don't want a c-section again, and she seemed fine with that.
The labs I had done last week came out fine so still no answers on the reason for the past m/cs. She said (like others have suggested) that the first m/c could have been unrelated to the other two. There could have been something wrong with m/c #1 and then the other two were just random. She had reviewed the pathology report on the placenta from m/c #1 and said nothing stood out there. She said we may never know.
She did a sono and there's one baby with a beautiful little heartbeat. Baby's measuring right on. The only hitch to the appointment was she saw *something* in my uterus. She thought it was like a pocket of blood at first and she said it looked old b/c it didn't move or anything. But then she moved the probe around to get at a different angle and then she thought maybe it was a uterine anomaly or something. I'm going back in two weeks for the sonographer to do a full scan and see what it might be. The doc didn't really seem concerned necessarily though.
I met the doctor today, and I really like her. She addressed all of my concerns and had really reviewed my history. I chickened out and didn't talk about the possibility that I won't deliver with her. I think maybe I'll keep that information to myself for a while. We did discuss that I don't want a c-section again, and she seemed fine with that.
The labs I had done last week came out fine so still no answers on the reason for the past m/cs. She said (like others have suggested) that the first m/c could have been unrelated to the other two. There could have been something wrong with m/c #1 and then the other two were just random. She had reviewed the pathology report on the placenta from m/c #1 and said nothing stood out there. She said we may never know.
She did a sono and there's one baby with a beautiful little heartbeat. Baby's measuring right on. The only hitch to the appointment was she saw *something* in my uterus. She thought it was like a pocket of blood at first and she said it looked old b/c it didn't move or anything. But then she moved the probe around to get at a different angle and then she thought maybe it was a uterine anomaly or something. I'm going back in two weeks for the sonographer to do a full scan and see what it might be. The doc didn't really seem concerned necessarily though.
miriam and lavatea!). Anyways, I peeked in at my DDC, where everyone but 2 others either had just started TTC or had a surprise, and I felt a bit weird. Our story is we've been TTC for a year with wacky cycles/late ovulation. I ovulated on Easter this cycle, which was pretty cool, so I should be due around the 15th of January. Still feeling anxious, but also excited. We already have a two-year-old boy who adores babies, especially girls. 
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