so i thought school would help me get over wanting another kid, cuz i defiantly got my hands full!!!!!!! i got a 3 year old and an 18 month old both boys. they are stubborn and testy and you know how your parents say your gonna have kids just like you.. well i had kids just like my mother lmao. and everyone i know is pregnant and having kids so that don't help. i know I'm not mentally ready for another yet i cannot get it out of my mind! i get frustrated with my kids which is normal, but do i really want another or is it some kinda not being pregnant thing? i miss it even though my second time was horrible. and I REALLY want a girl. and I'm turning 26 and don't want kids after 30. i would like to foster later on.. what problems do you guys have, and how do you deal with them?
i also think a lot of it has to do too with my grandma dieing for some reason it hit even harder cuz she was so waiting for me to have a girl! idk what to do help plz!