I feel soooo unfocused! So much swirling, undirected energy flowing all around and through me. Feels like utter chaos. From my reading and studies, this is the perfect time to make BIG changes! Jump in with two feet...yada, yada, yada... I just feel like I need SOME stable ground as a launching pad, ya know? Hmmmm...I'm going to try tuning in while sitting in our master bedroom. That is the most calming, grounding place in our home. A big glass of water and having my collection of flower essences at hand sounds intriguing, as well.
This sounds like me. What FEs do you take, if I may ask? I have Scleranthus for indecision...maybe I should kick it up a notch and take more these next few days.

OMG I am so going to wet myself. That's hilarious. I would love to also use something like that for DS!!!
I have stuff bought and cut out. I have yet to get the backing colors on the board, and start placing things (a'la Colorforms-- are any of you old enough to remember those?). I don't think tomorrow's going to be enough, either, but you never know. I have nothing else planned, so once I drop DS off at school, I have 6 uninterrupted hours to work on it. IF I don't get distracted by the dang computer!
You'll be fine. I felt like that my first year. Actually I kind of feel like that every year.





Yesterday was that day for me. This morning was chaotic for me too but it worked itself out, thankfully. I hope you find some space and peace, sounds like you need some mama time... and this is the first year I wasn't able to jump right in and finish first thing. Sigh. We still have a few days- let's see what tomorrow brings. :)






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