They will be 6 months in a week. I guess things are better than the newborn days... but now it's still nonstop. I feel like they nurse more often (like every 1-2 hrs during the day/every 2-4 at night) but for shorter times unless sleepy. So I guess that is better than the nurse a thons all day/night.
But I still feel like I am a mess. My house is a mess. My three year old still is watching too much TV. I can't seem to get myself to take them out much. I am yelling at my daughter (3) Did I say the TV is raising her? Cus right now it still is.
I'm so tired that I don't have the motivation to even go on walks.
They arent on any type of schedule. They fight sleep and then they are cranky. I don't believe in CIO and I do cosleep to at least make nights a little better.
I am having to work now on the weekends and hubby is home with them. So we never see eachother. We are so broke from me not working for like 9 months.
I still worry that they are getting enough to eat when I nurse.
I guess I am just feeling low... I'm starting to wonder maybe I am depressed?
And I feel bad saying this but right now I just hate having twins. :(