I don't even know what to write here. My very very dear friend ended her life Thursday. We met on here and spent a lot of time together with our very tight knit MDC mama group. We did play dates and moms night out and joint birthday parties. Her, another friend, and I all had babies born within a 2 week period. We had a birthday party for our "3 musketeers" for their 1st, 2nd, and 3rd birthdays. We were super close often spending time on the phone or emailing about any issues. She was so so brilliant and always done up and put together. She was funny and a true friend.
She took her life less then a week after her baby turned 3 and a few weeks before her firstborn turns 6. I have no idea the horrible pain she must have been in to do this. That is the worst of it.
I am so so very sad for her children. She was a good mama.
I am wondering if anyone has gone through this, a mother leaving like this. I can't wrap my brain around it. I just wish i could hug her one more time and i wish us loving her had been enough to quell her pain.