So for about the past 3-4 years I have been a plus size gal, I broke my hip in 07 and spent some time in a wheelchair and gained a lot of weight and had issues getting it off, I have a horrible metabolism, I can be eating celery and tomatos and if Im not working out constantly Im gaining weight.
My hip problems really restricted my mobility for awhile (I was a Intermediate 3 day eventer prior to injury so lots of working out) and I guess coupled with depression i never really bounced back.
Lately I had been working out and losing weight and improving my self image and then I found out we were pregnant...which was great as we were kinda sorta trying (Lol) but now that Im further along at 15 weeks and am having trouble finding clothes my old bad self esteem/body hate is coming back and its to the point that Im getting extremely depressed.
Bah, I just want to cry!!
I bought some really pretty camisoles today to try and make myself feel better but when I put them on I looked dumpy...didnt help that the hubs says "You look fine hun"....l DONT WANT TO LOOK FINE I WANT TO LOOK GOOD/GREAT/SEXY!!
Any other plus size moms here with words of advice?