Same here alice. The obsessing, the stress (even worse because I put it on myself!), the trying to relax, the planning and planning and the games I play in my head, everyone being pregnant but you, babies everywhere, the jealousy. I hate it all (except the sex part! and I do love my pregnant friends/family and their babies I really do.). TTC is something I would never wish on anyone. I wish it would "just happen" for all of us. Even worse is being on this journey for a second time...
Fingers crossed that AF stays away and you will see a true BFP sooner than you think!
Originally Posted by alicewyf
I know some people are going to be annoyed with me saying this, just being our first cycle TTC #2...but I really hate TTC. Not the sex part! Just the obsessing part. I have a type A personality and keeping chill about this is so difficult for me.