I am 12w3d and at my appointment last week with my midwife we still couldn't hear the heartbeat. My fundus is only 2 fingers above my pubic symphysis, but for some reason this has been bothering me for almost a week. I don't want to have negative thoughts but it keeps creeping in my mind that something is wrong. My midwife told me before we even looked for the heartbeat that it may be to early, I was a day short of 12 weeks. I had some cramping today and little and it freaked me out and now I'm back to worrying again. I have to go to an OB/GYM in 2 weeks per our states laws for using a midwife for a low-risk assessment, but I don't know if I can wait that long to hear this little ones heartbeat.
Am I worrying over nothing or should I go see my midwife thats local, the birth center and primary midwife are over an hour away, to see if we can hear it now???