Going to be 100% honest and say I couldn't come to the club in all this time bc I did not want to get jealous or feel even worse about not having this baby yet!!!! Plus I have been a real neg nelly and didn't need to be spreading the vibe here!! I'm sorry to be so selfish and not supportive. So with that .... CONGRATS TO ALL YOU MAMAS WITH YOUR BABES ON THE OUTSIDE!!!!!
There have been so many births!! So many great stories!! I can't believe we have car birth in the club!! SO cool! I looked on the announcements page and I didn't see myself on there. How do I get on? My due date WAS 5/1. I noticed there that there are a lot of us being "late".
I think personally the end of the semester and my baby were in competition with one another. Competition not really right. I do think the babe is holding out for at least my final critique tomorrow morning for drawing. I had my art history exam today. I have my fingers crossed for a C. I had missed a couple of classes due to 4-6 hours of serious contractions a day and Mason having croup all last week! The essay portion is a perfect example of the art of bullshit!! The comparison essay was on 2 pieces I missed the lecture for!! So bad! and funny!! I am going to finish my final drawing project when I get off of here. I am so happy with it! Can't believe I can say that about a drawing!! I am just not doing the self portrait and I am ok with missing those points. I needed to hug and hang with Mason today instead of working on that. Maybe I'll knock my A to a B but I'm ok with it. So babe can come tomorrow afternoon and we can re-coup for a couple of days b4 I take it to the 3D final critique Fri. I just have to polish my 2 rock carvings and will be done!
Oh feels good to be in the home stretch. ok well I've been there but it feels more real. The good news is that the babe is not too big at all and the mw thinks my due date was probably off. I am really feeling it for tomorrow. Mason and I hugged and kissed and told each other how much we loved each other over and over tonight as I laid him down. Could it be that was the last time just the 2 of us?