My last menstrual cycle we were trying for #3. I got my period and suddenly I don't want 3 kids. This happened a few months ago, I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks and suddenly didn't want more children. Why am I unable to make a solid decision here? Any one else have experience with this?
I really want my kiddos all together in age, not spread Faaaaar apart, so if I want more kids, I need to do it NOW. My oldest is nearly four and my youngest is 2, they were 20 months apart and if we got preggo this cycle there would be a 2 3/4 year difference, much further apart.
Sorry to vent a little, but I really can't make up my mind and my husband really wants FOUR kids. Ugh. He understands that the decision is really mine to make, but I want him to be happy, so I would hate to veto the third child completely. Help!