Hello all,
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Sorry for the long post... Just looking for some desperately-needed answers.
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Yesterday I had an appointment at my current practice (will not be able to see them again since our family will be moving in the next month). It is a VBAC-friendly practice and the OB who would have overseen my birth met with me to discuss benefits/risks of trying a VBA2C. Unfortunately we don't have much information about my first C-section (it was in another state and very likely caused by too much intervention too soon), but she went over the details of my second C-section (which she performed after my homebirth hospital transfer 2 years ago).
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The post-op reports stated that things are looking good in there: low transverse incisions, double suturing, no scarring or uterine thinning to worry about, etc. My OB told me that on the outside it looks like I'd be a good candidate for a VBA2C (she put my rupture rate at about a 3-4%, which I guessed she would say), BUT... Because my second labor was a failed VBAC (about 60 hours, mostly back labor, posterior baby), she is worried about my ability to achieve a vaginal birth at any point in the future.
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Also, because I managed to dilate to 9cm but was unable to push the baby out (persistent cervical lip), she told me that this actually LOWERS my success rate to a 30-40%. She said that if I'd never dilated at all she might be more generous with percentages, but the fact that I dilated so far and "nothing came out of it" means that the problem is probably with me (inconvenient pelvic shape, etc.).
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I'm not exactly sure what to think. Part of me wants to say that 30-40% is STILL a percentage, no matter how low, but could it really be true that I'm doomed to never experience a vaginal birth because of past history? Has anyone else ever been told something similar? Is there any way to confirm that there actually IS a problem with the shape of my pelvis? It might be too late to find out since I'm already pregnant, but... I don't know. I'd just like to get some answers, somewhere, because it's hard to stay motivated when I feel like I'm headed toward another failure.
















