I'm barely functioning right now. I am sweating and cold, have a fever, a splitting headache, and my whole body and boob are hurting so badly.
This caught up with me pretty fast and I thought it was another plugged duct that I am very experienced at resolving.
Not the case and now I am a pathetic pile.
DH has not been able to help at all because of work and also isn't the type to ask me if I need anything any way.
He is not good at caretaking and I honestly feel he is resentful if I am down for the count.
I am also emotional when I am sick and think he should be nice to me and atleast attempt to see if there is anything he can do instead of me having to ask. I have to ask for everything and it makes me feel like crap- so I barely ask for anything. I am barely even understanding what I'm typing right now. I guess I'm just venting about how bad I feel and how hard it is to be a mom sometimes.
Thank God for my 8 yr old DD. Yesterday she kept me hydrated and entertained the baby (with OUT me even asking!!)
In between the yelling matches and fights that she and my 6 yr old DS got into all day, she atleast tried to help.
When something like this happens it makes me WISH I could just be complaining about the never ending piles of laundry, cooking, cleaning, kid stuff.