thinking of all of you who are SO close and sending you all labor vibes...
seems like it's mostly folks on here who are still waiting, so i hate to bore you with what's happening on the other side, but here goes...
our little guy is 17 days old today and i am so in love. while i was pregnant i wondered how i could possibly love another person as much as i love my dd, but it certainly is possible. i can't stop staring at him and am enjoying every second (he will probably be our last). am still recovering a bit. was having serious plumbing issues (first couldn't pee, then had some miserable constipation), but i think the worst is now over (thank goodness). i can so handle the lack of sleep, but when you're also feeling physically not well, it's tough.
sadly, nursing is not going well (and if i hear one more mom say that their little guy or gal is "nursing like a champ", i'm going to scream). why is this so hard for me?
i was so sure it would be easier this time around. dd was a c-section with whom i had pitocin and an epidural (and i didn't get to nurse until she was over two hours old). this time, i had a drug-free vbac and got to nurse immediately, but am experiencing the same problems i did with dd. so frustrating.
took our first trip with ds this weekend. went to the in-laws. was dh's brother's 40th birthday and there was a surprise party for him. worked out well, because some of the family got to meet jude as well. an enjoyable weekend until we ended up in the emergency room with dd on monday night. poor thing, i'm already super emotional, but seeing my little girl in pain just broke my heart. nothing serious, just nursemaid's elbow (which she's had once before). three trips to the ER with dd in her four short years (hope this is no indication of what's to come...or what's in store for her brother).
gotta run, duty calls...
Follow Mothering