it's funny, my 6-yr-old daughter is the one that connected first! she kept telling other people i was pregnant, i said "i'm just fat" and laughed. i had no idea, because i'd had a light "period." it was the weird dreams and everything smelling funny that tipped me off. negative urine tests even at the dr's office, same as with my girl. but this time i'm considered super-high-risk because of my age/health. well, made it this far, even though i feel somewhat disconnected, it feels very peaceful.
my SO dumped both of us 3/24 to deal with his own "process" whatever that means. he had a fear of commitment thing going the whole 5 years, wasn't a surprise. i can't contact him, and if i could, what would i say? he broke years of promises to my daughter to be in her life "forever." i feel so peaceful right now, i just want to enjoy :)
Edited by mandalamama - 6/8/11 at 5:13pm