I am so so sorry. What a horrible decision to have to make. My first child was diagnosed with a heart defect at my 18 week ultrasound, and a week or so later developed fetal hyprops, incompatible with life. I faced a similar decision. She passed away at 22 weeks, I was induced a day later and delivered her stillborn shortly after. Losing a child no matter the age is the absolute worst thing any mother could go through, and no mother should ever have to. I am crying for you. I am so sorry. I feel oddly fortunate that I didn't have to make the decision, it was made for me, although I feel weird saying that. I would like to share with you a community called the MISS Foundation. www.missfoundation.org. I found a support group in my area, and was involved in the online community as well. I was very involved for a long time, and found it extremely helpful to talk to other women and men who had walked a similar path and survived. Again, I am so so sorry 
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