Then I felt bad and guilty because his pg wasn't like the others where I thought of him & of being pg every moment. I also felt bad that he was the only baby I got an epi with. Thankfully some wise mamas here helped me feel better about that. He was supposed to be my "baby" forever so I'd have time to make up for our "slow start" in the bonding department, now he may not be.
This time, I am in a much better mindset an I AM super excited even though we did not plan this baby and were TTA. I do worry about my son a little (the youngest now) but I'd rather not spend my time worrying. I know I will have to deal with those feelings sooner or later but want to set aside a time to do it not have it permeate thoughts all day every day.
Edited by StacieM - 7/11/11 at 3:48pm