I talked to a temporary therapist today...he recommends i allow my daughter to go back and live with her GPs and that I should let DH take over with DS and take a break from my children,and my life for awhile. He even talked about having myself commited.
I took DD back to her GPs house early this morning before my appointment. It was a relief. Shes been very difficult over the holidays. She will stay with them for about a week and then return home because school will be back in session.
I know in my heart the therapist is right. My only fear is, if i do find out a way to do this-the only reason I will want to return is for DH...not for my children. Maybe those feelings will ease as I heal. This is all so very much to think about.
I was prescribed medication today for my anxiety-but I will not be able to get anything for my depression/ WE else until I begin seeing my permanent therapist next week sometime. And even then, it may take a few visits.
If anyone is still following this thread : WWYD? Really, if you can imagine being where I am to the best of your ability- WWYD?