I Feel So Trapped & Unhappy With My Life- need advice/support please - Page 2

[HuntressMother]

I talked to a temporary therapist today...he recommends i allow my daughter to go back and live with her GPs and that I should let DH take over with DS and take a break from my children,and my life for awhile. He even talked about having myself commited.

I took DD back to her GPs house early this morning before my appointment. It was a relief. Shes been very difficult over the holidays. She will stay with them for about a week and then return home because school will be back in session.

I know in my heart the therapist is right. My only fear is, if i do find out a way to do this-the only reason I will want to return is for DH...not for my children. Maybe those feelings will ease as I heal.  This is all so very much to think about.

I was prescribed medication today for my anxiety-but I will not be able to get anything for my depression/ WE else until I begin seeing my permanent therapist next week sometime. And even then, it may take a few visits.

If anyone is still following this thread : WWYD? Really, if you can imagine being where I am to the best of your ability- WWYD? 

[Linda on the move]

I would try to remind myself that the way I feel right now, while true and valid about how I feel RIGHT NOW, is not how I will always feel. Feelings are always changing, just like the clouds in the sky. This is a very stormy period, with heavy, scary clouds. But they won't always be there. This storm WILL pass. It seems hard to believe when in the middle of the storm, but all storms, no matter how intense, do end.

I hope your DD has a wonderful week with her grandparents, and that you are able to nurture yourself this week.

Peace