OOOh you guys, I've missed you so much. I came here all depressed and feel-sorry-for-selfy (eating Chocolate dreams peanut butter from a spoon, yuuuuum). And just seeing your humorous frustration helped a ton.
Bel, I am glad I could make you laugh. It's AMAZING how many people get pregnant, all the damn time. My mom always said, if you are shopping for shoes, everyone has a cool pair of shoes on...So glad to see you here and know that you're out there lurking. If you don't mind my asking, what is the next step according to your doc? I think I am headed to Clomid-land in September, but we'll see. I think Zeke is going to make a good mother. Sigh.
Rosie, I thought you said "Okay, new conception plan, bitch!" haha. I was like, Go Rosie, way to be assertive. My friend got preggo naturally after 3 years of trying. Now I just talked to her (she said since I called her and I never do, she thought I would say that I am pregnant. BLeh. And she's like "I don't remember the names of the drugs anymore." Insurance SUCKS. I'm sorry :( I also know what you mean about not being able to be so obsessive once things pick up at work. I am dreading it and looking forward to it, too. My concern is that since I am the one who is not working correctly, I will get stressed and make things worse for my eggies.
Caly, I totally know what you mean about the pessimism/optimism cycle. I also am terribly afraid to tell anyone, even myself or huz, that I think maybe there's a chance this cycle. I feel like it's the biggest secret in the world and if I give voice to it I will never, ever be pregnant. Kind of like telling what you wished for when you blew out your birthday candles. How long til DH leaves?
So I am waiting to O, we have a chance to give it go this month after one month of not trying because of freakishly short cycle and one month of me being away. It's so hot here and I always drink a ton of water, so I don't know if I will ever see one of those lovely dark OPKs. I think I'm around CD14 or so, I have historically O'd more like CD 19.
I'm getting really overwhelmed thinking about work. We have so much going on this year and I don't know how to even prepare. I just want to chill but then again I want my house and classroom in perfect order before August 1st.