Before reading, please beware that I am VENTING!!!
I just cannot handle this pain anymore!! When I walk, every step I take sends an electric shock to my cervix and feels like a stabbing in my vagina. I guess what bothers me most is that I know it's not productive pain, just the baby resting! I'm 38 weeks, 1 day today and on last Thursday appt., I was 50 % effaced but closed tight. I know I need to wait until this baby comes on his/ her own terms. Just having a hard time dealing with the possibility of two-three more weeks.
Today it's also 95 degrees and we do not have air conditioning. I feel like I might lose my mind entertaining my 4 year old. I feel like a s^&% mom and that all I do is complain.
I'm so sorry to vent here. I could not be more thrilled with the way my pregnancy has been and I know how very blessed I am. Just feeling overwhelmed.