I am so sorry to hear about the tough time you are having. Hang in there, mama.
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I have an 8 week old babe and I started Zoloft for PPD a little over a week ago.
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The third night I was on Zoloft I didn't sleep at all. Not even for five minutes during the night. I just lay there overcome with anxiety, unable to stop my mind from racing. Since then, I've had one more night that was sort of the same. I think I got maybe an hour of sleep. I just can't/couldn't shut my mind off. I eventually started to feel nauseous with anxiety and worry.
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I spoke to my doctor about it, who said that it's possible it's just a symptom of ramping up on Zoloft, and that it would be a good idea to give it a couple full weeks and see if the symptoms subside. That said, of course, it depends on how much you can tolerate. If you think you can tolerate this for a while to see if the Zoloft will help it, then that's one thing. If you're totally fried and can't tolerate it, then maybe you need to look into an alternative.
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By all means, communicate these symptoms and issues to your doctor.
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PPD is awful enough. Then to add sleeplessness on top, it's just terrible. I don't know about you, but I end up laying there worrying about the fact that I'm not sleeping, which causes me to not sleep. *sigh. It's a vicious circle.
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Do you think it's maybe the nights that are really bad? My anxiety is ten times worse at night. In the dark, all my worries seem larger than life. Do you have a way to nap during the day to help you maybe gain back a few minutes or hours here and there?
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I'm glad you are seeking help. That is the mark of a good mama. Not that she has perfect feelings or a perfect experience, but that she keeps trying. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing.