that describes how I feel exactly! 4 IS just so whoa! I am totally nervous about going from 3 kids to 4.
I remember when I was pregnant about my second child feeling really sad for my first and feeling like there was no way anyone was going to get enough of my time or energy, but the truth is I think it was a positive change for everyone. I always joke that my second child is so mellow because she didn't get the benefit of my undivided neurotic attention.