Aww, he is so cute!! Did I miss his name somewhere in this thread!? He is so, so handsome!!
I too am sorry for all the breastfeeding troubles. Please, go easy on yourself. You are doing the absolute best you can for your son and I know the feeling of just wanting to give up! But I also know you won't. Keep talking to professionals, keep pumping, keep trying to get that good deep latch. You are an amazing, AMAZING mama and your son knows it! Take time to just breathe once in awhile and realize what you have created.
(And don't forget the BF'ing forum -- wonderful ladies with lots of wonderful HELPFUL advice, especially regarding that tongue tie!).
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