Before DS was born, I was nursing my DD 3 times a day (morning, nap, bed).... I thought to myself that I wanted to nurse DD until she was AT LEAST 2yrs old and wean her completely by 3.
Well..... ever since DS was born, she's wanted to nurse ALL THE TIME and, in the past, I could say "just a little bit" and she would nurse for a little, be done and be happy. Now, she nurses "for a little bit" and when I say we're done, she has the BIGGEST tantrum! In fact, the only time she has tantrums are when she wants to nurse. She may not even ask, but will throw herself onto the floor, and eventually I will learn, that she wants to nurse.
I am so sick of nursing her. Especially in the mornings when we're all tired and she crawls into bed. I let her nurse "a little bit", but she refuses to accept when we're done. We're all tired in the morning b/c from 5-7 (or until we get up) she SCREAMS, kicks, pinches, bites....
I'm starting to feel resentful and I don't want to be around her. I don't stay patient with her and, b/c I feel guilty about not wanting to nurse, I become unresponsive b/c I don't know how to fix it. In the middle of a tantrum, she has no desire to be touched, talked to, calmed, soothed in any way.
I'm so sick of it and wished I weaned before DS was born. :( And I REALLY don't want to start nursing her on demand again.... I just can't do it.