I've been on both. In fact, I just started back on the generic tonight.
I have done well with it in the past. I don't remember any side effects but since it was over 4 years ago, I may have forgotten what they were.
Honestly, I get the "what if it doesn't work" paranoia at first, but if I keep reminding myself how well I did on it, I feel better.
You have to give it time and realize you may have some bad/tough days, but it will get better.
Sorry you are going through this but I am glad you are trying something. I tried doing it on my own for several weeks before I called my dr and now, I am so glad I did.
What are your major symptoms?
I keep reminding myself that I am going to be ok. I have scheduled an appt with a therapist and I am seeing my dr in a couple weeks to see how I am doing. Honestly, I have to take it minute by minute sometimes. I also orderded a cbt workbook to use on my own, as well as journaling, and exercise.
*hugs* I hope you start feeling better soon.
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