My body has been so sore ever since pregnancy. Since then I have spent two months contorting my body to hold a crying baby in ANY position that would keep her calm and happy for as long as I have to despite how painful the position is for me, sleeping on the couch, co-sleeping in bed again contorting my body any which way would keep her asleep and comfortable, hunching over the baby while latching on, then holding her as upright as I can while she nurses because she has reflux which doesn't feel natural or comfortable at all, lugging a heavy car seat around as well as a heavy toddler. My neck, shoulders and back are KILLING me. Even my legs and arms feel tight and sore. My body just hurts sooooo badly.
I want to go get a massage...but it hurts to lay on my boobs. Plus, I leak. Of course you can't wear a bra and pads while you get a massage because you don't want straps in the way. Lay on a burp cloth?
Any of you breastfeeding mamas (especially those of you who are still getting engorged and leaking) had a massage laying on your breasts? It's seriously all I can think about. I want it so bad! But it just seems awkward while I'm still nursing. I hope to nurse at least the first year and the thought of not getting a massage for a whole year after my body has gone through all of this just sounds so depressing. Any experience with this?








