How are you? I hope your house is selling or sold!
I have a question about my dog, who died on April 15. We have a few dogs and a lot of animals, but she was really special to me. For about two weeks before she died she couldn't walk, and it was really hard to deal with for me. She was really heavy (85 pounds), and I was going through fertility treatments, so I was not supposed to lift more than 30 pounds. I had to carry her everywhere - outside to pee, and shift her position a lot because she got uncomfortable often. I am afraid that I was less than paitent with her and rough when carrying her around. Plus, I wanted her to die at home in bed, but instead she was euthenized on the floor of the vet (luckily I made it there in time to be with her). I miss her so much and I feel really guilty about how I treated her in the last few weeks of her life and how she died. Could you tell me how she is doing now, if she ever visits me, and if I did in fact make her feel bad or sad when she was dieing? I am afraid that she hates me.