I had similar emotions after having a full term stillborn. They never found anything wrong in the autopsy. I was sooooo pissed! Why did I even bother to be healthy and stay away from cigarette smoke and alcohol and got good rest, ate healthy, and people I knew did drugs and drank and were fat lazy slobs had perfectly healthy babies. It sucks sooooo much. I wouldn't jump to anything like abortion right away until you talk to an adoption counselor. Although I can understand wanting to end your heartache and wanting to start over right away. My psychologist after my stillborn wanted me to wait to get pregnant again but I got pregnant right away 6 weeks later. It did help the healing process. I'm always so torn on abortion in this instance because its hard to want to bring a baby into this world when you know they won't have a fair chance.
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11/8/11 at 12:06pm