It's amazing how close to Sept. we are. I wish time would go faster. 18 days before dh comes home and I'm not doing too well with it. I start having panic attacks at night like too late to go over to MIL's. So, I'm going to start planning to go over there earlier and spending the night. She has a tv in the room I will be staying in and I think vegging a little and having someone there will help. I've never been like this before. Plus I wake up about 5am and can't get back to sleep and have a minor attack then. Not cool. I think being with hubby all day every day and then poof he's gone to start a job, my body no like. It's like losing your best friend, well I guess that's what it is. Being pregnant and emotional doesn't help either. I just hate being under stress, I know its not good for baby. Trying my best to keep myself occupied, but I've never been like this even when I was with my ex. I spent 6 months apart from him and it felt pretty good. Heh. I guess dh has nothing to worry about anymore, if I'm having panic attacks over him. He was worried he was just a sperm donor and anything i did to tell him that wasn't true didn't help, now, he's like, well that makes me feel better. Anyway, doing my best over here.
Waiting for several packages to arrive that I ordered this last weekend so I can finish getting ready for this little one.