I have a 13 week old little guy and although I couldn't be happier with him in my life, I've started to realize that my anxiety is gettinng increasingly worse. I was on Zoloft for anxiety and depression for years, but stopped taking it when I found out I was pregnant. I literally feel nervous and overwhelmed 90% of the time and I always feel like I'm going to do something that isn't good for the baby, or that something will happen to the baby and it will be my fault, or just an overall fear that something is going to go wrong. I've tried putting these feelings aside, but they are growing more intense. I allow myself to have one night out a week where I can drink , etc... If I have anymore than two drinks I won't nurse for 24 hours, but I still feel incredibly guilty and then my anxiety gets worse. Has anyone had a similar experience to this? I know that I probably need to get back on medication, however, for me that means not breastfeeding, , b/c I worry so much about anything getting passed to the babe. Any words of wisdom or support would be SO appreciated ( if only for peace of mind...) Thanks moms!