Beckily, I was induced and did have a day and a half of contractions before my c-section, but never enough to be considered true labor, and I had to have an epidural and magnesium sulfate so early that I only felt the ctx drug-free for a couple hours. I was told from the start I had to stay in bed and given a catheter. I guess my point is that I don't feel like I had labor, and my visions of a drug-free, natural birth were whisked away from the start. I sincerely, truly know that health mommy healthy baby are what's important, but part of me definitely felt confused, like...was I really pregnant? Did she really come out of me? It was a weird adjustment. You're definitely not alone!
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