I spent the morning getting documents and forms in order to apply for medicaid so I can get prenatal care. The low-cost clinic I have gone to since my job reclassified me as part-time and took away my health benefits does not handle pregnancy related care. I feel really grateful to have a friend who has been there and was willing to reassure me about the process and encourage me through the paperwork panic attack (I am always afraid I will fill something out wrong and mess it all up) but by the time it is all processed, I will be at the end of the first trimester. I am terrified something will go wrong and I won't have prenatal care. I am also a lot bigger than normal and scared I could be having twins (they run in my family and I am over 35 and this is my third pregnancy sooo. . .) and won't be able to relax about it until proven otherwise.
I hate this waiting game and am a nervous wreck. Anyone btdt? I could use some reassurance.