I had one last night that was so vivid...well all my dreams are vivid since becoming pregnant. It's upsetting to me though so I would like to get it out here. I have had two other early loss dreams, a good dream where I was blissfully nursing my newborn boy (still had strange aspects). Then last night's where I grabbed my baby from the birth pool to cuddle and gently make sure he was breathing...his face was turning nice and healthy pink, then he looked ugly/creepy. I cuddled him to my chest and when I pulled him away his face had melted into a formless pancake like profile. I was scared and crying, "not again" (losing another baby). The umbilical cord was still attached and in me but seemed to have way too much blood stuck in it...I helped it with gravity and my baby seemed to be getting better again. Then I lost track of where my baby was, only to turn around and noticed he had gone into a glass mason jar filled with some type of brown/red soda...I freaked and when I lifted him out I noticed he had a red lotus flower coming from the top of his head.
I think I'm closer to being able to interpret this dream now that I've gotten it out. It was just so upsetting when I remembered it this morning that I couldn't make any sense of it except being scared.
Anyone else having bad dreams about their baby, or had them in previous healthy pregnancies? Would feel better to know I'm not alone.